https://grdn.prjctimg.me Breathing space for random musings and bad prose en-us Wed, 20 May 2026 00:00:00 GMT https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/05-20 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/05-20 Wed, 20 May 2026 00:00:00 GMT The end is nowhere in sight, how can I rest when I’m not done. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-18 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-18 Sat, 18 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT You can be anything you like. But certainly not that. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-17 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-17 Fri, 17 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Life is so demanding, doesn't even care if it makes you happy. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-16 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-16 Thu, 16 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT You can be soaring to great heights only to end up at the very bottom. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-15 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-15 Wed, 15 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Everything is entangled, where do I begin ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-14 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-14 Tue, 14 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Even if things don't work out, we'll celebrate the human effort. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-13 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-13 Mon, 13 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Emotions defying logic (as always) Feels like falling upwards. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-12 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-12 Sun, 12 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Look at you striving to be normal when reality itself is queer. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-11 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-11 Sat, 11 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Imperfect though I am, that does not mean I (don't) wish to know better. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-10 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-10 Fri, 10 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Years later and I still can't get ahead of the long curve. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-09 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-09 Thu, 09 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT {Un)fortunately,our words were meant to be true always, even with no promises. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-08 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-08 Wed, 08 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT If we had met, would they have admitted, "I failed you" ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-07 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-07 Tue, 07 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT When there's no gratitude, even with blessings overflowing can we tell the difference ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-06 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-06 Mon, 06 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Desire to understand everything when the world has already outlived us many times. Amazing ignorance. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-05 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-05 Sun, 05 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT When the walls start closing in, then it's time to move out. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-04 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-04 Sat, 04 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Waiting is torture, why do the days move slowly. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-03 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-03 Fri, 03 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Overly ambitious and yet underaccomplished is the price of being too eager. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-02 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-02 Thu, 02 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT Assess them when they least expect it, they won't even know they failed the test. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-01 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/04-01 Wed, 01 Apr 2026 00:00:00 GMT We persist to stress over things even when it will bring no change. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-22 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-22 Sun, 22 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Can't believe we survived when dying felt better than breathing. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-21 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-21 Sat, 21 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Do you prove your innocence when they can't let you explain ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-20 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-20 Fri, 20 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT When we fail, it’s often disappointing at first but later turns out that it was for the better. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-19 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-19 Thu, 19 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT With little regard for neither emotional nor spiritual state, life deals with us as is. How you’re feeling doesn’t matter. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-18 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-18 Wed, 18 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT And after having lost faith in everything, we (still) feel lost and misguided. Perhaps we’re better off not existing, would you agree ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-17 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-17 Tue, 17 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT I still wouldn’t do that. Even if you paid me twice. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-16 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-16 Mon, 16 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT My presence seems to stir hostility wherever I go, even when I comply. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-15 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-15 Sun, 15 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Temptation, when we're offered what we crave. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-14 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-14 Sat, 14 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT One can only take so much damage before they become broken beyond repair. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-13 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-13 Fri, 13 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Since all are convinced that they’re the hero, we’ll continue to judge ourselves with biased precision. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-12 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-12 Thu, 12 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT What will we do when the achievements don’t feel as fulfilling as we expected ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-11 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-11 Wed, 11 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Imitation is a form of flattery but let’s be honest, you can’t do what I do. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-10 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-10 Tue, 10 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT The saddest part about novelty ? It eventually fades. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-09 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-09 Mon, 09 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT I feel better when every line of communication is down. Visibility is torture. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-08 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-08 Sun, 08 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT How can you tell if it’s enough when you never had much to begin with ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-07 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-07 Sat, 07 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Abandoned before I could form a bond, being isolated made me an outcast. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-06 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-06 Fri, 06 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT After careful forethought, it didn’t feel worth it, I had even forgotten what I wanted to tell. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-05 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-05 Thu, 05 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Consecutive failures make us appreciate that overnight success is highly unlikely. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-04 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-04 Wed, 04 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT To bear truthful witness is honorable but snitches get stitches. And with that in mind, “No, I didn’t see anything”. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-03 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-03 Tue, 03 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Similar in all but outward appearance, all that unites is inside of us. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-02 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-02 Mon, 02 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Common sense dislikes to linger around when matters get emotional. Perhaps I’m in too deep. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-01 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/03-01 Sun, 01 Mar 2026 00:00:00 GMT Temptations in near infinite flavors, shapes and forms. For how long can I resist? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-28 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-28 Sat, 28 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Reliving every cringe moment (words that shouldn’t have been said amongst other things). Why did I do that ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-27 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-27 Fri, 27 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Strong urge to stop someone in mid sentence when they associate me with their plans, “I’m sorry, you and who again ?” iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-26 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-26 Thu, 26 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT There’s a cost for every action, and I’m always in deep debt. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-25 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-25 Wed, 25 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Months of silent effort later I’m seeing no progress. After all this while, I thought you noticed. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-24 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-24 Tue, 24 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Creativity that makes you pause and wonder, “What is this ?” iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-23 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-23 Mon, 23 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Heard what you did the other day. You know you can’t do that. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-22 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-22 Sun, 22 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT This won’t be the last time I do something shortsighted. They’ll always be wrong assumptions iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-21 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-21 Sat, 21 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT This won’t be the last time I do something shortsighted. They’ll always be wrong assumptions iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-20 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-20 Fri, 20 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Effort doesn’t always equate to results, sometimes it’s not enough. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-19 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-19 Thu, 19 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT All this strife just to create what we can’t take to the grave. What if this is all just a dream ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-18 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-18 Wed, 18 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT If fate is real then choice is an illusion. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-17 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-17 Tue, 17 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT If I can’t have what I want when I desire it and attach my happiness to attaining it, doesn’t that make my state of mind fragile ? Am I another victim of conditional happiness ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-16 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-16 Mon, 16 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT You have a lot to say, but the masses don’t listen, much less give back an echo. The crowd is full but the audience is dead. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-15 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-15 Sun, 15 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Dilemmas piling up at an alarming pace, arms are tied and help is not in sight. The universe is indifferent but please let me fix these first. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-14 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-14 Sat, 14 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT When we’re satisfied with the first choice, is there need for a second? Or perhaps we never were. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-13 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-13 Fri, 13 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Our suffering seems to amuse an unseen audience. Surely, life is a meme in God’s eyes. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-12 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-12 Thu, 12 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Resistance without persistence is merely a delay. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-11 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-11 Wed, 11 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT It's hard to make sense of where our shortcomings are coming from if we can't single out the causes, one at a time. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-10 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-10 Tue, 10 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Mastery takes years of persistence. But how can you be persistent if you're not motivated to be disciplined ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-09 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-09 Mon, 09 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Discontent becomes more seldom when we learn to take what's freely given. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-08 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-08 Sun, 08 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Good ideas are plentiful but we've lost count of the bad ones. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-07 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-07 Sat, 07 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Don't confuse suffering for growth or progress, one can also be slow but not steady. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-06 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-06 Fri, 06 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT We can't insulate ourselves from reality but honestly, I don't have time for this iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-05 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-05 Thu, 05 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT We may not sink lower than the seabed, but they still can't hear us from down here. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-04 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-04 Wed, 04 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT If a foul joke gets laughter, that's not funny. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-03 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-03 Tue, 03 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT First impression rouses little interest except instant dislike. Must be full of bad energy. iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-02 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-02 Mon, 02 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT If loneliness was truly curable, then why is it sometimes felt even when we're surrounded ? iseeheaven https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-01 https://grdn.prjctimg.me/2026/02-01 Sun, 01 Feb 2026 00:00:00 GMT Maybe the value of life was never meant to be quantified. iseeheaven